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December 6th, 2009

Day rush

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It seems that I've got a new trip in the pipeline after canceling a potential trip to Busuanga on November 21 (reason: no map). On Friday, for the first time, I'll be going to Hong Kong with my parents! Too bad I'm only overnighting though, but at least it will give me a taste of more to come if we do go there next time! :D

However, this trip does come with an unexpected benefit: we get to ride the brand-new PAL Boeing 777-300ER! Woohoo! New plane! :P

Anyway, it looks like I'm now anchored firmly onto my biology book. Ehh...so many pages to read! :(

December 1st, 2009

Cram culture

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Inasmuch as I hate procrastinating, it happens, and now I have a lot of things which I need to do tonight before tomorrow's harrowing agenda:

* Finish reading Much Ado About Nothing so I can start writing the paper (due Wednesday)
* Study for a Filipino quiz (tomorrow)
* Study for my first Math exam (review, then exam, also tomorrow)

Darn. So much to do, so little time. :(

On the brighter side of things, I was able to test out some new fonts, and I fell in love with one:
AUdimat. Woohoo!

November 28th, 2009

Force

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I've been urged by quite a number of friends, who also apparently are avid readers of this LiveJournal, to start posting again. Now although this is my personal blog, and I've unsuccessfully tried to move to other platforms, it seems that I just have to recognize the fact that this LJ is here to stay.

Especially now that it will be reaching the venerable age of four. And I didn't think blogs, like debaters, would age so fast.

But on the other hand, my own lethargy is an excuse for me to comprehend things far beyond what any blog can ever encapsulate. And I guess some things can never be quantified in a single blog post. But if for any reason I need to, it doesn't hurt to try.

So basically, I'll try to get my affairs back in order. And to Fluffy and Justine, my loyal readers, thank you for bringing me back to Sky Harbor.

October 29th, 2009

The return...take 2

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It had to take someone gutsy enough to spam my LJ just to drag me back to writing again.  Wow.  I must really be lazy.

Admittedly, I am.  And sitting here bored in my bedroom doesn't really help.  But then again, catalysts come in many different shapes and sizes.

If need be, I'll show up again, and more regularly at that.  I'm overly neglectful of the things I start, yet I wasn't born a procrastinator.

By the way: I'm listening to a new band: Attack Attack.  Not only do they sound great, but at least they help lift my mood when need be.


August 9th, 2009

Disappearance

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It's been a while since I've been on LJ, but life's just too busy.  Anyway, the Ateneo's great, and since Corymania has hit us all, allow me to share a bunch of things:

First, come and see my photo album for Cory's cortege on Facebook.  You can see it at
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=98856&id=560943132&l=ff61dae955.

Second, my phone went missing during that cortege.  As a result, I have to file paperwork with the NTC and get my Nokia 3100 ahead of schedule.  For everyone's perusal, my new number is 09173582508.  Please text me your numbers if I don't have them.

Oh well.  Time to return to the depths of a long hiatus.

May 14th, 2009

Twists of fate

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I was reading the Inquirer this morning when I encountered an article about Japanese government scholarships for undergraduate study abroad.  Over lunch, I told my parents about it, and the response that I got was unexpected.

They want me to apply (yes, apply) for the scholarship, which will be valid come 2010.

What was originally intended as a thing of curiosity turned out to be something my parents are willing to support.  At least there's a reason why the Tokyo clinic should stay, and at least I get my chance at a higher education abroad.

But then again, I'm not too keen on following the same path as Danial.  I'm not sure I can handle a full year of Japanese language immersion just yet.  Then again, who knows?

(P.S.: Just so you know, I'm still going to Ateneo while the application process goes on.)

April 27th, 2009

Insomnia

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In attempting to book a flight to Tokyo for a family vacation, I had to stay up for five whole hours (12:00-5:00) just to avail of the promo fare from Philippine Airlines.  That's a lot of false starts, errors, near-successes, fears of charging credit cards that are not mine and one rude awakening so I can try another card.  I can avail of the fare now, but the website is super slow.  PAL, please add more servers!

Anyway, at least I have my iPod for company.  Haha.  I can't seem to get my mind off one song, though:

Chasing safety )

I want my sleep now! :(

April 21st, 2009

Okay, so "Part 1" was not the best way to dust off a blog from two months of accumulated dust.  And to think that LJ keeps blogs indefinitely until I explicitly choose to delete it.  But anyway, as far as insight goes, this is what has been happening in my very recent, short-term memory loss-prone memory:

-I am now the proud owner of a Sony VAIO FW290.  Basically, I can blog anywhere at any time now!  The laptop though is a bit bulky to bring to school.  I'm sure I can deal with it.
-The proverbial equation: GREEN + MAROON = BLUE.  You get the picture.
-I'm nagging my dad again for my prospective graduation gift: a new iPod, since apparently the old one is both broken and missing.  I need something other than my computer to plug those Skullcandy headphones in!
-I desperately want to go to Japan and Singapore for the summer, and hopefully get back to the US to crash high school grad.  I need $2000!
-I'm bridging gaps in my music collection: obtaining new artists, albums from artists I already have, and listening to new things.  The most recent: Singapore's A Vacant Affair (which explains my desperation to go to Singapore).
-I'll be off to train the kids again on Saturday at Allan's house.   Seriously, I need to train too.  But, as tradition dictates, I still matterload.  I don't think I'll be retiring from debate after all.

I wonder whether college will really help me put my high school past behind me: the rollercoaster-ride four years that have shaped me into the person that I will be come that day I step into the halls of a tertiary education.  Yet sometimes, college feels like high school again: a small fish lost in a big ocean, only this time, it's a very big, blue ocean.

Sometimes I wonder whether I will survive.

But if I can get through new things the way I used to, then I can get through this, one day at a time.

In brushing off the dust

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It has been a long two months since I last touched this blog.

Sometimes I feel like I want to shut it down  and forget about it.

Other times I just want to feel the soft tap of a keyboard typing rambling phrases in a white box.

But three years of history notwithstanding, this blog has a bit of a mysterious aura to it: it draws you back when it needs you back.

And this is just the beginning.

(N.B.: I do not write my posts like this, but if you've been reading this blog, then I know you'd understand.)

February 13th, 2009

Evolution

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It was the thrill of a lifetime.  A chance to prove, to show, to build, to struggle, to strive.  A chance to dream of better days, see the world from a different perspective and open your eyes beyond the narrowness of the world in our immediate surroundings.

This was our time to shine: a time to make a difference.

The mere thought of being there is powerful enough to bring tears to my eyes.  It was no ordinary event, nor was it some boring endeavor that schools wantonly send students to.  It became something more.

It was a voice.

And lo and behold, that voice became the one voice we all share: the Voice of Leadership.

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Grandiosity aside on the introduction, I'm beginning to miss VoL.  It's been a fun Wednesday: meeting old acquaintances (and seeing new ones), watching awesome speeches and standing in awe as to how a simple youth can make all the difference with an eight-minute speech.

To think twelve simple students can talk about pressing issues is just breathtaking.

And to wit, I want to thank, congratulate and remark on a lot of people first.

-Rastine and Miguel: for the company, the support, the money (haha...thanks Miguel! :P) and the insight.  This shows how far true friends can go, and that going the distance, no matter how painful, brings out the best in everyone.
-Lysa: for the friendship, the smiles and, well, everything.  Sorry again for spilling apple cider on you! :D
-Caste and Kuya Joey, para sa inyong pagiging inspirasyon sa aking paggamit ng wikang Filipino.  Kayo nga ang tunay!
-Gab and Francis, for being awesome roommates during the camp.  Moreso, for inspiring me to damage my knees. :P
-Philip and Anjo, for things that I cannot express in words alone.
-Joyce, for events that happened beyond VoL.  Yes, we know how certain people can screw us over in debates. ;)
-Kuya Powie, for bringing me home and all the texts (among other things)!
-Everyone else, for the memories.  I'm always on the verge of crying every time I see the binder or the invitation.

The list is just proof of how much VoL has made an impact in all our lives, and mine in particular.  But no realization can be complete without looking deep into yourself and putting what you learned into heart.

Leadership is really about integrity, excellence and God-centeredness: a reflection of the ideal person.  It's about how that person, even if far from ideal, can rise to the greatest of heights from the shallowness of self.

In a simple, short phrase: "Leadership is the truest manifestation of self-realized perfection."  Leadership teaches us to be perfect in our own way, even if we are far from it.

Leadership stems from the heart.

Leadership is all about being you.

These simple lessons may have been far from my reach, but at least now I feel more confident in my own two shoes.  These are the things that I really want to take into heart: the ones that can really make a difference.

Thanks everyone.  I can't wait for the day when we all see each other again, in one way or another.

February 10th, 2009

Surprises

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Well, this post is expected to stay in this LiveJournal.  Apparently, it's no surprise that people read my posts on Multiply, even the cross-posted ones from here.

But it is very surprising when people tell you they're actually reading your journal.  Quite surprising indeed.

It is because of this that I have to greet a very belated happy third birthday to Sky Harbor, and that I should be more prudent in updating.  This is becoming most taxing lately, but I will try to get off my slothful self and be more insightful.

Anyway, it's back to work.  Yeah, I'm bored.

EDIT: Yeah, Blink-182 is back together.  Woohoo!

January 18th, 2009

One way but UP

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Apparently, UPCAT results came out while I was at the Voice of Leadership Camp with Miguel and Rastine.  More on that later, pictures included.

Anyway, the moment of truth: UP.

** - see notesLIM, JAMES JOSHUA GANDIONCO Pending Case

Basically, I'm waitlisted.  Well, according to Rastine, it may have something to do with studying abroad, as he told me Joe also had pending case status.

If I don't get into UP, this basically cements me going to Ateneo.  If I do get into UP, I'll have some thinking to do.

All of this will basically hinge on one telephone call.

January 11th, 2009

Dreaming the pain away

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(I apologize in advance to those who may get offended by the post)

The weirdest of revelations just occurred to me this dinnertime.

My sister was telling me over dinner that she saw Edu and a bunch of my friends at Bedspace last Friday (she was going to Temple for a party).  At the time, I was home addressing all the concerns over IDeA 2 (which became my worst nightmare this weekend).  Little did I know that when I went onto Multiply to reply to a comment to one of my blog posts made by Leus, I gazed with awe at the second item of my recent items list.

It was Ava's Multiply, full of pictures.  It just so happens that Janine had a birthday party, and those pictures that were on her Multiply showed that almost the entire class was in attendance.

And I had no idea that she was having one (at all).

Great, 4D.  Thanks for not telling me anything (yet AGAIN).  This is the nth time I don't know anything about something, and I wonder whether or not you guys feel even a bit remorseful.

So, I decided that all the angst I'm feeling over the weekend will go to a lyric post, which I have not done for quite some time.  The lyrics are to "Tell Me Everything" by Just Surrender.  So much for dramatic summaries.

Spitting it out... )

I don't know anymore whether or not I should continue taking this with a grain of salt.  Frankly, it's getting quite annoying.  As they say, you want to join in, but you're boxed out, at the outside looking in.

What if this is the case for me?  Probably this is something I will never understand.

January 10th, 2009

Because my Internet connection refused to have me post for quite a while, I was forced to consolidate two posts on Multiply, whose titles are above, which incidentally involve my college choices.

Anyway:

Moments of truth )

First choices )

At least I have a future.  Now I have to wait for UP!

December 21st, 2008

Breakdown

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Apparently, my computer is broken.  I'm making do with my dad's new VAIO JS15G (it's an all-in-one, and a sexy all-in-one for that matter) until I get my computer fixed.  At least I backed up everything.

Well, my mom said she's getting me a new computer, so I want this: a
Sony VAIO FW270J/W.  It's sexy! :P

November 13th, 2008

Unusualities

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Unlike the epiphany (or litany) that was the post on PSDC, I promise (seriously, I do) to keep this post as short as possible.  Basically, I need an answer to this question thrown to me by Madz, with a bit of context thrown in.

The dialogue (because it was on the telephone, it isn't exact, but this is how I pieced it together) went like this:

The dialogue... )

I decided to end the dialogue there since it involves vague discussions of how it will play out.  But I can eke out a few major details.  Because if it involves college teams (she explicitly said ADMU, UP and DLSU, but she'll ask if others are coming) and the phrase "best in the Philippines" in one sentence, this will involve quite a lot of contemplation and reflection before I can make an informed decision.

Miro said (over YM), "Oh well, don't take it too heavily!  Just decide.  It isn't as important as you may think."  Hope she's right.

This is a completely different ballgame.  I may be up to the challenge, but I hope Allan's up to it too.

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On a side note, I took my first post-ACP nap ever!  Normally, I proceed with my normal routine of homework and work when I get home.  How I hate the feeling of a dry mouth at 6 pm.  But at least I got some desperately-needed sleep, so now I can actually get more sleep later as I finish this post!

November 11th, 2008

Definitions

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Today is unusual.

I never expected it to be the way it turned out to be, the way that it blurs the lines of being a kid and being a kid at heart, of being taken care of and being a caretaker, of leaving behind the past and looking onto the future.

Yeah, it isn't something I necessarily looked forward to, but it's here.  I have to deal with it.

Someday, I'll look back at the days where I cherished sleeping and staring at blue skies.

Oh well.  Time to move on.  Yeah, I dread this number:

18.

Being 18 made me realize how much I have left to go as a person: as one who has yet to forge his own path in the shifting sands of time.  Then again, adulthood has its perks. (No, going to jail isn't one of them.)

So happy birthday to me.  Haha.  Here's a toast to maturity.

And no, even if I am the oldest in 4D, I am no old man.

(P.S.: Happy 17th birthday to Emery Eugenio, who was born exactly one year after me.)

November 10th, 2008

Yes, I'm brushing off the dust.  If you've noticed, it's been nearly three months since I last posted in LJ.  It may be a good thing or a bad thing, but who knows?  Maybe I may have to move on.

Regardless, it feels so good to be back with all this free time on my hands (yes, I go back to school tomorrow).

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Anyway, to the main meat of the story.

PSDC was a roller coaster that went like this: it was confusion, fear, regret, confidence, bliss, worry and happiness rolled into one.  There are so many things that took place in that one single week that the world seemed to just stop.

But at least I thought differently.  And to think that line of thinking would thrust us at the forefront of both CDO and PSDC history: as first-time champions who never made it to the Top Ten.  Haha.

And so, now I have to elaborate the thank-yous, salutations, apologies and other things that will make PSDC so great:

-Thanks Allan for being my partner.  I've seen you grow, from your first debate as a freshman, to who you are now.  Continue to make me (and the other alumni) proud when I leave for college.  Go, debate kid, go!
-Thanks to all the institutions that made CSA's PSDC so lively and vibrant (that would be WR, SR, SSC, LSGH, MC, AC at Championship Dinner, ADNU, ADMU, BSM and MC)
-Thanks to Martin for swapping numbers and for...well...everything.  IDeA 1 magic has made all the difference. (Yes, I have the Martin Qui's number.  No, I will not disclose it out of respect for his privacy.  Haha.)
-Thanks to Miro for sticking to her guns and helping us out, and especially for reviewing our case lines
-Thanks to Mark of LSGH for paying for my taxi ride home after Opening Dinner.  I'll be sure to tell Jun Hee everything about PSDC.  Be sure he watches your IDeA 2 rounds. :P
-Congratulations to Brian, Daryl and Mark Escay for bringing something home for La Salle (I told you you'd bring home the Anna Alano Cup).  Daryl, please let the BSM issue go and forgive the moderator.  All she needs is (very) heavy indoctrination in the intricacies of Philippine debate.  Haha.  You can do that. ;)
-Congratulations to the Best Speakers (yes, Philip, I may have beaten you, but you're still better than me in tabs.  Haha.)
-Apologies to the adjudicators I mentioned in Public Speaking (I will NOT mention them here.  You know who you are.)
-Thanks to the ADS for such a wonderful tournament, and especially to Kip for making the best motions I've had in four years (At least all that matter went somewhere)

And now, to the more CSA-specific things:

-To CSA A: Kei, I still wish the wedding did not happen on Saturday, but congrats to you and Rajiv for breaking higher than we did.  However, your team pulling out had quite an impact.  Thanks Rajiv for being our moral support, for sticking with us during prep time even if Allan and I drive you away, and for lending us the lucky pen that made all the difference (and is now CDO property).  Likewise, congratulations for being 12th Best Speaker in the Philippines!
-To CSA C: Your team broke with the least amount of points (10), but it was a high 10, so it's good enough for me.  Thanks Lance for bringing me home twice, and congrats to Braulio for being scary during Break Night.  At least you embodied the Joker, as Brian captured the Batman's voice.  Haha.  You still have time to get to PSDC break, so believe!
-To CSA D: A middle-level 11-point team that went on valiantly.  Karl, thanks for keeping me in line and for all the times you brought us to Treats from ADMU.  Thanks Veronica for believing in me and Allan.  However, as we (I especially) leave, please be more confident in what you can do.  If you're holding yourself back, then you will never realize your full potential.
-To Dani, Nico and Sir Martin: Thanks for everything.  You made all the difference in PSDC.  We could have never done this without you guys.

This is the chapter that had knocked me back on my bearings and made me realize that I cannot retire from debate.  Definitely not now, and maybe never, but this is the one thing that made me who I am.

It is the birthday gift I never thought I'd receive.

And now, I have to close this chapter, as I move on to the last months of my career in high school debate, and move on to the vast unknown.

I'll see everyone in IDeA 2!

Moving forward (?)

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Yes, I want a new phone. So I decided to help myself win a Sony Ericsson C902. Haha.

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August 18th, 2008

Walks

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It takes twenty minutes to walk from Katipunan LRT station to the SEC B foyer at my normal gait.  Boy, that's long.

Why did they have to ban tricycles from Katipunan?  So what if it's a national road?  The MMDA has gotten too legalistic for my taste.  While they should uphold both the spirit and letter of the law, they should also consider the convenience of the multitudes of students who are on the other side of Katipunan (namely ADMU and Miriam).

Oh well.  I need the exercise anyway.

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By the way, we had training today.

Yeah, it was not the cross-training we planned (yes, I forgive you, Daryl), but still, an all-CSA training with Dani.  I'm beginning to miss her trainings.  Despite the fact that my kids are horribly matter-deficient, I just hope they'll do better this time around.

Likewise, watching ADS people debate is mind-blowing.  Haha.

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On a side note, I'm not going to be in school on Wednesday afternoon (1 pm onward).  Speech recital for Ninoy, here we come!
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